Tuesday, February 01, 2005
So here i am.after 2 weeks in manitoba I'm back to my life before I realised how much i missed home (manitoba that is) ,but now my lonesomeness is more evident that ever before.I mean it's good to see mom and dad again and my sister as well.But I was amazing with my peers back in oak lake,the kids at this youth group i went to a few times.Man,if you had seen me and how comfortable i was with everyone,you'd definatly be proud.The idea of leaving everything good behind so i could come back out here for my job (which is an extremly good job and nothing to complain about) definatly made me drippy.In fact I spent all of today with that salty feeling at the top of my throat and behind my eyes.I cried numourous times,for various reasons,though always pertaining to something I was leaving.It feels like forever since I left here but the shortest forever I've ever excperienced.
Caleb 8:29 PM